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I think for the most part my hardships have passed. I had one very blessed and beautiful day that was marred by thoughtlessness on the part of a family member, but otherwise my month is looking up!
Thank you all for the outpouring of support after I had a really rough month last month. It's very refreshing to have a community that I've only been a part of for a few months be so generous and rally around me. Again, thank you!
These thank yous are all stream of thought as I'm opening them (I've saved them all in a pile for a big "giant warm hug" of mail all at once).
u/ninajyang - Thank you for the awesome postcard and the thoughtful quote. I really appreciate it!
u/thecaledonianrose - I feel like you chose the most appropriate card for the moment. I definitely need to just kick back and enjoy a rest in quiet spot with a loved one (maybe not hay - darn my hayfever!). The stickers are awesome and thank you for the tea! I especially love the wave sticker you chose for inside the card. That's totally my vibe!
u/Adoreible95 - Thank you for the kind words. The stickers were spot on and I loved them. The vow renewal was amazing and we had a great time.
u/wabisabi_sf - Thank you for the amazing postcard and the beautiful envelope! I was almost afraid to open it! After seeing some of the letters I've gotten, like yours, I definitely need to step up my stationary game!
u/StrawberryForestLady - I love the Bee Mail! And the Bee Joke! Thank you so much for the beautiful card.
u/mypetitmal - Thank you for the cool postcard! Life has eased a bit and I think I'm feeling a little better about the outlook. Cool postage!
u/rennbrig - You almost made me cry. Thank you. This is incredible and I love it.
u/ninajyang - TWO pieces of mail!? Thank you! You all are amazing!
u/HEYMORGANM - The sea is my happy place. I'm starting to realize it's part of who I am and I need to fully embrace it. Thank you for the postcard. It's beautiful.
u/GreetingCardShark - I love that I'm still getting Rex Yofay's mail! My apologies that Rex sold you a one-humped camel that only produces two-humped lumps. Sometimes the camel business goes that way - they perform for their owners and thus you'll need to butter him up a little if you want those elusive single-hump lumps. Thanks for the mail!
u/primaryloon - Thank you for the kind and thoughtful letter, and a gorgeous card! The old postage is awesome too!
u/manyfishonabike - I feel very blessed to have received not one, but TWO postcards from New Zealand, addressed to Rex Yofay's Cat Cafe and Yoghurt Bar. I'm sure my postmaster, who actually left me a note and held some of my mail until I met with her, is thoroughly enjoying seeing Rex's mail coming through my mailbox. I do apologize for the mix-up with the gremlins and the feeding and the time zone - totally my fault, I'll refund you at once - however, I don't think there's much I can do about the impending doom that will be visited upon us by the Great Ka-Nui-Akea. Best of luck avoiding that mess!
u/TyeDyeAmish - We're huge fans of Buzz Lightyear in my house (or at least one of us is - the Supreme Leader of the third house on the left, our iron-fisted 4-year-old). Thank you for the mail and the encouraging words! You're right, I've been through a lot and this is but a hiccup!
u/GizmoDOS - This postcard is subtle, and in the wrong hands could have been overlooked and underappreciated. I love all things space and really appreciate your kind words and this amazing postcard! Thank you!
Representative Helfrich - Sorry your town hall announcement got mixed into my RAoC mail and thus I missed your event. I wish you were nearly as interesting as the many other folks who have sent me mail in the past few weeks.

Hi, new resident coming to East Bremerton.
I wanted to get an opinion from those who grew up and still live there; has it drastically changed over the last 10 years and do you think it will change more?
I was shocked to see the amount of big chain stores in the area, but I also imagine more coming. I'm not asking for an opinion on whether or not you'd welcome more, I just wanted to get a vibe of the future. Things like a Target or a mall or Best Buy; I know Silverdale has those, but it seems to me Bremerton is exploding in growth or am I wrong?

Hello! May company ako na napuntahan na one of a kind. As a senior highschool gradute at na accept lang ako sa company because of connection and yet nagtagal ako ng almost 2years, na kung icoconsider ay earning na ako ng 24k monthly. Kasama doon yung mga service provided by the company (door to door), stay house (including the bills sa bahay/office na yun shoulder ng company), incentives and bonuses. Plus, may mga outdoor activities kami na bonding na sagot ng company and may mga leave na hindi ka mahihirapan basta nakipag usap ng maayos sa supervisor at sa owner.
Bakit ako umalis? I respect na corporate company sila 9am to 5pm ang time nila at ako naman ay need ko matapos ang college. In the very start I know na hindi 'tong company na 'to yung magiging stable source of income ko. They're still looking for someone na may degree and such.
Other Pros: -May mga international event yung company na shoulder nila yung gastos and pocket money + paid day na gala after ng event. -Monthly may bonding activities -Company (pure)travel na paid yung araw plus may pocket money, shoulder din yung gastos through out the travel.
Cons: -They accepted me half of my stay as working student so may mga OT ako na nagagawa pero hindi bayad. FYI, hindi 'to encourage by the management, ako lang nagdedecide kasi nasasakop din ng school ko yung supposed to be working hours kaya bumabawi. -Progressive yung company kaya lagi kang aware sa changes. -May mga instances na kahit rest day mo ay makukuha pero bibihira at hindi encourage by the management -Seasonal din yung over worked kapag may malalaking event lang.
Now, I'm pursuing a working student set up with this call center company who offers 18k monthly for seasonal account. This is my first time sa call center and makipag negotiate ng salary. Planning to up skills to be a VA and I also have my business. Still, yung company na 'to para ko siyang TOTGA.
If in the near future, nakunin nila ako at hindi pa okay ang source of income ko. I will gladly say yes.

I downloaded the update for Season of the Deep several weeks ago but just now got around to playing the game. Everything launched as it should, I played all the way through the first mission, until the end of the cutscene with the whale thing. That’s when my game essentially crashed and my PS4 gave me a message stating “Cannot continue using the application. The data for the following application is corrupted. Delete the application from the PlayStation, and then download it again from Library on the Home Screen.”
This all seemed weird to me because the game was playing just fine up until that point, so I tried relaunching the game and it fired right up, took me to the character screen, into orbit, into the director map, until I went to the HELM and tried to get near Sloane. Same message. Launched the game a third time and avoided any content related to the new season. Went to the tower just fine, played a crucible match just fine.
So is it possible that only the new season content is corrupted or is something else going on? Do I really need to delete and redownload the ~100gb game or can I just wait until the next little hot fix update and hope the problem is overwritten? Will continuing without fixing the problem make things worse?

I am 21F and been seeing a psychiatrist sporadically for about a year trying to get diagnosed and hopefully medicated for ADHD, but he doesn't want to diagnose me because my symptoms didn't seem present enough in my childhood from what he has seen from my school reports and a chat with my parents. Now this is fair enough, given that symptoms being present before age 12 is a big part of the diagnostic criteria, but the bit that pisses me off about it is I know exactly why it seems like they weren't present and I just haven't had an opportunity to explain this to him yet. (I have another appointment this weekend so fingers crossed I'll have an opportunity).
I'll split it up into 3 parts: 1. My dad My dad has ADHD, so as far as what to think back on and remember from my childhood, he would have a pretty good idea, but my parents split when I was 6 or 7, so I only saw him every 2nd weekend, so he wouldn't know very much about me to begin with. And he also has a terrible memory, so besides a few little notes here and there he wrote when I was in grade 3 just in case, he doesn't really remember.

1. My mum My mum is first of all not very observant (sounds mean I'm not trying to be mean it's just objectively true) so even if she knew what to look for or recall, she just wouldn't have noticed anything in particular. She also doesn't know much about mental health or adhd in general, so she wouldn't really know what to look for either.
   
2. My school reports Basically all of my school reports and parent teacher interviews said the same thing: "She's very smart but just very shy and needs to raise her hand and ask questions more". There aren't really many mentions of whether I seemed to struggle with sitting still or paying attention or whatever else. But I know that this is because of anxiety. I've never seen anyone about my anxiety or been diagnosed, but it is very much there and has been for as long as I can remember, and a big way it manifests is that I never wanted to show anyone if I was struggling, so I would just suffer in silence. I have always been a big procrastinator even in primary school, but because I would usually manage to hand in the homework even if it meant waking up incredibly early in the morning to finish it, the teachers never knew. I would struggle focusing in class, but I was smart enough that I didn't particularly need a lot of time to learn the content. Another thing is just that since primary school and childhood in general obviously has nowhere near as much pressure as high school, my symptoms were definitely there but weren't as strong then as they are now so other people might not have necessarily noticed even without my extreme anxiety.
   

Last time I went, he prescribed me atomoxetine just to see if it helps at all, and it is not doing anything at all. And I just know he's gonna try and be like "Well the adhd medication we trialled didn't work so you clearly don't have adhd" because of that. l

And Electabuzz is already finished. Sometimes, I just really feel like doing a run and just because I can. Electabuzz was a Pokemon I loved in XD, my history with it came from the Elekid you could get in a trade named Zaprong. It was the MVP of all my teams in XD, even when half my team was Electric type already. Without further ado...
Up to Brock: Moveset: Quick Attack, Leer Electabuzz actually has more Attack than I thought. It's good that he has a nice stat for it. It's nearly as much as Special in this case. I had confidence Electabuzz would be very good at this. He had more than enough power to take down Gary's Bulbasaur, and he got through Viridian Forest pretty well. Nearly ran out of Quick Attacks, but I managed to do it by using Leer to help save my last bits of PP. I took out Gary 1A very quickly, too, and didn't even have a rough time against Buzz Lightyear. Sandshrew's Sand-Attacks hardly did anything. Even before getting Thunderbolt, I was doing pretty damn well. I did utilize Leer against Geodude to try to keep his Defenses low while I hit him with Quick Attack. It didn't work the first time, but I grinded up just one level, from 12 to 13, and while I took a beating from Geodude, I took him out. Then Onix... played the absolute worst I had ever seen him play. He kept switching between Screech and Bide, never using Tackle once, allowing me to lower him to -6 Defense, killing him off.
Up to Misty: Moveset: Quick Attack, Leer, Mega Punch, Thunder Wave I caught a Spearow while going through the grass to Mt. Moon, but a Jigglypuff who came after wasted all my Poke Balls. Not a big loss, I got the Spearow. I chose the Helix Fossil. Mega Punch gave me quite a big boost in power. Not having an Electric move worried me slightly, so I chose to trounce Gary 2. Turned out all Electabuzz had to do was clench his fists and punch through his entire team, much like Kangaskhan did. Now I felt like a boss. I punched through Nugget Bridge, punched through a few other trainers, and then I remembered Seismic Toss. I knew I had to beat both the Hiker and the Jr. Trainer to get it now, but I chose to get it now. Through Leer and Mega Punch, I pummeled the Geodudes down. Still wouldn't advise it. It'd make a bit more sense to utilize Cut when you get it later to go here, I think. When I came back to heal after that... battle, I came back to see if I could handle Misty. I was able to handle her, too. The Thunder Wave I picked up to help kept Starmie at bay, Leer made sure her X Defends did nothing, and I punched through both of Misty's starfish.
Up to Surge: Moveset: Body Slam, Seismic Toss, Mega Punch, Thunder Wave I went back to obtain the S.S. Ticket, and got to the boat pretty fast. Got the Seismic Toss as well. Felt pretty good about the pace at the moment. As I did, I went through all the normal fights I usually did, and Gary 3 went by pretty fast. Body Slam just solidified my damage even more than normal. I slammed through everything he had. I got Cut after I traded for Dux, and I caught a Diglett when I left the boat. Surge was yet again, an easy fight. I spammed Body Slam through the whole fight. Except with Voltorb. I ended it with Mega Punch to conserve Body Slam PP. Legitimately, having both those moves isn't always bad.
Up to Erika: Moveset: Body Slam, Psychic, Thunderbolt, Thunder Wave You'd think Boomer would mess him up. He didn't. Seismic Toss was a 2HKO on each of his three Pokemon, even the Graveler. It chose to hit me with Tackle, which did jack, and shit. Do I even need to mention Gary 4? I had Thunderbolt. My man tore through his team at that point. ZAPPITY ZAP ZAP DOUBLE D! Oh, and I Body Slammed Kadabra and Ivysaur pretty easily. These stats are PERFECT for solo running. I stopped to both buy the Reflect TM from the Celadon store, and also to get Psychic from Saffron. Psychic beat up Giovanni 1 straight up, and while Erika gave me a reset because Vileplume hit with a strong Sleep Powder, I kicked her butt. Psychic swept her, too.
Up to Koga: Moveset: Same Well, this felt like a literal lightning round. I got Fly for Dux to get back to Lavender, and again, Psychic got through it, even Ghost Marowak didn't like Psychic very much. Snorlax got zapped out, and I cycled to the gym immediately. I was already underleveled, and despite this, I won with Psychic. Now... Weezing's Sludge HURT like a bitch, but I took it out. I still had the speed to win. Good enough for me.
Up to Sabrina: Moveset: NOW I'M MOTIVATED! I hope that helps signify how I felt about this thing. Rival Fival didn't have me reset. I just zapped through one part of his team (being Pidgeot, Gyarados, and Growlithe), slammed Alakazam out of the way, and Psychic was good enough to take down Venusaur. With a crit. Giovanni 2 was yet another sweep with Psychic (though Kangaskhan took the zap), and Sabrina wasn't bad at all. Body Slam killed Kadabra, Mr. Mime got zapped out, Venomoth took two Psychics, and I zapped Alakazam with a Thunder Wave. It hit me with Psywaves as I kept slamming it. The first one did 1 damage. Literally 1. MY GIRL, STOP USING THIS!
Up to Blaine: YOU SHALL DIE.. SHISHISNSIHISNSHING... Um... Zappity Zap Zap... Double D... I'm beginning to think I need a new bit. Did this while also being underleveled.
Up to Giovanni 3: I AM THE STORM THAT IS APPROAAAACHIIINNGGGG... Despite the fact that only two of his Pokemon are actually weak to Psychic, I took out his whole team with Psychic. While still being underleveled. Again.
Gary 6: Moveset: Body Slam, Psychic, Thunderbolt, Reflect I used my Rare Candies now, for sure, because I was sure I couldn't be THIS underleveled anymore. I took a reset here, too, I think because Pidgeot Quick Attacked me. Or because I missed a Thunderbolt on Gyarados and took a strong Hydro Pump. Either way, not good. Thunderbolt killed Pidgeot, Psychic ended Rhyhorn, I then shocked Growlithe and Gyarados, slammed down Alakazam, and I crit on Venusaur with Psychic again.
Elite Four: Moveset: PROOVOOOKINNGG... BLACK CLOUDS IN ISOLAAATIIOONN... I AM RECLAIMER OF MY NAAAAAMMMEEEE!!! BORN IN FLAMES, I HAVE BEEN BLESSED, MY FAMILY CREST IS A DEMON OF DEATH!!!! Yet I am an Electric type. I could care less of my type not matching up to the lyrics, for now, I am against the League. My level was low enough to where I made it necessary to fight several Victory Road Trainers. Turned out, that was enough.
Lorelei: I will spare you the zap bit and just say Thunderbolt did it.
Bruno: Same as Lorelei, but I set up Reflect and spammed Psychic.
Agatha: Psychic did it. Thunderbolted the Golbat.
Lance: After Gyarados died to Thunderbolt, I set up Reflect, and spammed Psychic on the Dragonairs, and used Thunderbolt on Aerodactyl and Dragonite. And to think I was debating between Reflect and Light Screen...
Champion Gary: I set up Reflect immediately, zapped Pidgeot, slammed Alakazam, it lived to also copy my strat, then I zapped it. Rhydon died to Psychic... Gyarados and Arcanine both die to Thunderbolt, and I hit Venusaur with Psychic. It's Mega Drain did nothing, and then Psychic finished it off.
I won at Level 63 and at a time of 3:58.
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Rankings: 1. Gengar: 62, 3:21, 4 resets. (Thunderbolt, Mega Drain, Psychic, Body Slam) 2. Kangaskhan: 62, 3:24, 1 reset. (Body Slam, Blizzard, Earthquake, Rock Slide 3. Victreebel: 62, 3:30, 2 resets. (Razor Leaf, Swords Dance, Body Slam, Sleep Powder) 4. Blastoise: 63, 3:32, 8 resets. (Blizzard, Withdraw, Surf, Earthquake) 5. Nidoking: 67, 3:43, 8 resets. (Body Slam, Blizzard, Earthquake, Thunderbolt) 6. Venusaur: 62, 3:47, 7 resets. (Body Slam, Swords Dance, Sleep Powder, Razor Leaf) 7. Mr. Mime: 70, 3:47, 7 resets. (Psychic, Meditate/Reflect, Body Slam, Thunderbolt) 8. Primeape: 63, 3:52, 5 resets. (Dig, Thunderbolt, Karate Chop, Rock Slide) 9. Poliwrath: 63, 3:56, 12 resets. (Blizzard, Earthquake, Amnesia, Surf) 10. Lickitung: 63, 3:57, 3 resets. (Swords Dance, Body Slam, Earthquake, Blizzard) 11. Electabuzz: 63, 3:58, 3 resets. (Body Slam, Psychic, Thunderbolt, Reflect) 12. Charizard: 66, 3:59, 10 resets. (Earthquake, Body Slam, Flamethrower, Swords Dance) 13. Hitmonlee: 69, 3:59, 13 resets. (Hi Jump Kick, Meditate, Seismic Toss, Body Slam/Mimic/Mega Kick) 14. Slowbro: 64, 4:00, 12 resets. (Psychic, Blizzard, Surf, Amnesia) 15. Machamp: 67, 4:05, 8 resets. (Rock Slide, Body Slam, Submission, Earthquake) 16. Kingler: 64, 4:14, 13 resets. (Surf, Blizzard, Swords Dance, Body Slam) 17. Raticate: 68, 4:17, 13 resets (Blizzard, Dig, Body Slam, Thunderbolt) 18. Seadra: 67, 4:26. 16 resets. (Surf, Blizzard, Double-Edge, Agility) 19. Tentacruel: 60, 4:28, 10 resets (Blizzard, Barrier, Mega Drain, Surf) 20. Ninetales: 67, 4:28, 11 resets (Flamethrower, Body Slam, Mimic, Dig) 21. Nidoqueen: 67, 4:29, 11 resets. (Earthquake, Blizzard, Body Slam, Thunderbolt) 22. Farfetch'd: 70, 4:33, 10 resets. (Fly, Slash, Swords Dance, Body Slam) 23. Hypno: 62, 4:38, 8 resets. (Meditate, Hypnosis, Body Slam, Psychic) 24. Clefable, 67, 4:39, 4 resets. (Body Slam, Psychic/Blizzard, Minimize, Thunderbolt) 25. Wigglytuff, 66, 4:41, 6 resets. (Thunderbolt, Body Slam, Psychic/Blizzard, Defense Curl) 26. Dewgong: 64, 4:44, 5 resets. (Blizzard, Mimic, Surf, Body Slam) 27. Scyther: 63, 4:46, 18 resets. (Swords Dance, Swift/Mimic, Slash, Double Team) 28. Golem: 68: 4:49, 8 resets. (Earthquake, Defense Curl, Rock Slide, Body Slam) 29. Chansey: 68, 4:51, 2 resets. (Minimize, Psychic/Softboiled, Thunderbolt, Blizzard) 30. Butterfree: 66, 4:53, 28 resets. (Mimic, Sleep Powder, Psychic, Mega Drain) 31. Jynx: 61, 4:57, 4 resets. (Body Slam, Lovely Kiss, Psychic, Blizzard) 32. Persian: 70, 4:58, 13 resets. (Mimic, Bubblebeam, Thunderbolt, Body Slam) 33. Sandslash: 67, 5:00, 11 resets. (Body Slam, Rock Slide, Swords Dance, Earthquake) 34. Vileplume: 67, 5:04, 15 resets. (Mega Drain, Body Slam/Mimic, Swords Dance, Sleep Powder) 35. Marowak: 73, 5:10, 9 resets. (Blizzard, Earthquake, Mimic, Body Slam) 36. Alakazam: 63, 5:18, 4 resets. (Toxic, Psychic, Recover, Seismic Toss) 37. Seaking: 64, 5:20, 8 resets. (Agility, Double-Edge, Blizzard, Surf) 38. Tangela: 66, 5:24, 16 resets. (Sleep Powder, Growth, Body Slam/Mimic, Mega Drain) 39. Rapidash: 72. 5:24, 10 resets. (Fire Blast, Body Slam, Mimic, Agility) 40. Arbok: 71, 5:28, 27 resets. (Mimic, Earthquake, Body Slam, Rock Slide) 41. Raichu: 63, 5:29, 5 resets. (Thunderbolt, Mimic, Agility, Seismic Toss) 42. Golduck: 64, 5:34, 6 resets. (Dig, Blizzard, Mimic, Surf) 43. Starmie: 61, 5:42, 16 resets. (Thunderbolt, Blizzard, Surf, Psychic) 44. Muk: 66, 5:42, 11 resets. (Mega Drain/Fire Blast, Thunderbolt, Minimize, Sludge) 45. Hitmonchan: 73. 5:44, 12 resets. (Submission/Mimic/Submission, Agility, Ice Punch/Seismic Toss, Body Slam) 46. Dodrio: 72, 5:49, 17 resets. (Drill Peck, Mimic, Agility, Body Slam) 47. Fearow: 73, 6:00, 30 resets. (Drill Peck, Mimic, Agility, Swift) 48. Venomoth: 65, 6:24, 15 resets. (Mimic, Psychic, Sleep Powder, Mega Drain) 49. Golbat: 74, 6:26, 12 resets. (Double-Edge, Wing Attack, Mega Drain, Mimic) 50. Electrode: 70, 6:29, 25 resets. (Thunderbolt, Mimic, Swift, Toxic/Reflect) 51. Parasect, 71, 6:32, 18 resets. (Body Slam, Spore, Swords Dance, Dig) 52. Cloyster, 62, 6:55, 17 resets. (Blizzard, Withdraw, Surf, Tri Attack) 53. Beedrill: 65, 6:55, 23 resets. (Swords Dance, Mega Drain, Double-Edge, Twineedle) 54. Magneton: 64. 6:58, 10 resets. (Rest, Double-Edge, Thunderbolt, Mimic) 55. Onix: 80, 7:11, 25 resets. (Earthquake, Harden, Body Slam, Rock Slide) 56. Pidgeot: 76, 7:16, 13 resets. (Mimic, Agility, Double-Edge, Fly) 57. Arcanine: 72, 7:17. 14 resets. (Body Slam, Dig, Fire Blast, Agility) 58. Weezing: 72, 7:31, 12 resets. (Mimic, Sludge, Thunderbolt, Fire Blast) 59. Rhydon: 73, 7:33, 16 resets. (Thunderbolt, Earthquake, Mimic, Rock Slide) 60. Dugtrio: 78, 7:47, 33 resets. (Slash, Mimic, Earthquake, Rock Slide) 61. Exeggutor: 71, 9:16, 25 resets. (Mimic, Psychic, Mega Drain, Sleep Powder)
While this run MOTIVATED me, I was utterly SHOCKED at the fact he just barely MISSED the top 10: S: Gengar,Kangaskhan, Victreebel, Blastoise, Nidoking, Venusaur, Mr. Mime, Primeape, Poliwrath, Lickitung, Electabuzz, Charizard, Hitmonlee A: Slowbro, Machamp, Kingler, Raticate, Seadra, Tentacruel, Ninetales, Nidoqueen, Farfetch'd, Hypno, Clefable, Wigglytuff, Dewgong, Scyther, Golem, Chansey, Butterfree, Jynx, Persian B: Sandslash, Vileplume, Marowak, Alakazam, Seaking, Tangela, Rapidash, Arbok, Raichu, Golduck, Starmie, Muk, Hitmonchan, Dodrio C: Fearow, Venomoth, Golbat, Electrode, Parasect, Cloyster, Beedrill, Magneton D: Onix, Pidgeot, Arcanine, Weezing, Rhydon, Dugtrio E: N/A F: Exeggutor
And Electabuzz is the best Electric type so far. Sorry Raichu. Next is his twin brother... or I guess Fire-type counterpart... DANTE, I mean Magmar. I think it should be kinda neat.

I attended my psychiatrist appointment at the ED clinic earlier today. It was just a quick 15 mins consult really. I explained to her how recently I’ve been relatively okay, but: (i’m really sorry this is long, i hope you make it to the end)

• have been very dysmorphic and almost always feeling like my face is super round, my gross nose takes up half of my face, that i’m too huge for public transport and am spilling over the seats and making other commuters disgusted and unhappy, and that I look like I belong on “my 600-lb life” even though I’m about a third of that weight (which I repulsed by still, I feel fucking horrid)
  
• have started restricting portions again a bit in every meal (especially the staple carbs), and take between 1–3 meals a day — it’s dependent on my family a lot of the time, if they skip meals then i skip meals because my mum would ask “oh you still want to eat again?”, even though we have only eaten 1 meal that day
  
• being around my family and their disordered eating behaviours have been hard: my sister doesn’t eat dinner and only a small breakfast sometimes (I’ve never really seen her eat breakfast before work tbh), my dad skips dinner sometimes but eats full portions, and my mum always wants to eat restricted portions and often skips lunch in favour of exercise during her lunch hour, and thinks a few small snacks (like 1–2 slices of bread with nothing else) constitutes a proper healthy meal because it’s not filling. then I get so alarmingly competitive because they are restricting better than me, and i’m the fattest in the family even with a restrictive ED (atypical AN). i also feel angry inside because they aren’t eating properly and i want them to be normal so i can learn to finally have a normal relationship with food too
  
• my mum always praises me and says she’s envious of me when i don’t finish my food, which I’ve done nearly every irregular meal I’ve had recently. says i have good self-control. tells me my dietitian, who wants me to eat regular full meals, doesn’t know what she’s doing, and that i should listen to my own mind/body and what I feel is right (which is of course disordered)
  
• when my PTSD flares up (happening more recently, 2-year traumaversary was just this past weekend) and I feel so shameful and disgusting for what was done to my body, and what I did to cope with the traumas, i start feeling extremely disgusted with my body in ED ways too
  

After that the psychiatrist (specialised in ED) just kind of told me that I’m an adult now (25F), and that I should be more independent from my family and decide for myself when and how much to eat, outside of their problematic eating. That it’s time for me to separate myself from their routines and decisions and criticism since I’m not a child/teen anymore, and their words are no longer an “end all be all” (in her exact words) — I can listen but know within myself that it’s not right, and go my own way. She also did mention that I should try discussing ED more with my therapist — my therapist and I are working a lot on self-worth, self-esteem and finding positives in myself now (it’s not going well yet, i’m still being pretty fucking shitty to myself), but nothing really addressing ED specifically.
When I was about to leave, she mentioned that I was “doing better”. That scared me. Whatever I was telling her was a bit worse than the last time I saw her 3 months ago. I’m restricting more compared to last time we met. My dysmorphic thoughts have been hovering around the same or a little worse. I’m becoming competitive with my family member’s disordered behaviours. And frankly deep inside, my ED tells me that I don’t want to be better. I don’t see how I’m any better. I don’t want her to tell me I’m doing better or doing well. Oftentimes I frankly feel (but this may just be me overthinking) that she and the ED department/clinic don’t take people like me seriously — people who have AAN who are fatter who don’t restrict enough to be underweight. I mean, even society thinks that too — “fat people can’t possibly have an eating disorder, if they had one then why are they still fat? even if they have a restrictive ED it’s not real anorexia, they’re not really restricting if they’re still so huge”.
I don’t want to be severely obese. I’ve gained 20kg since i left inpatient in September 2021 at 67+kg. I’m still horrified with myself, and so upset and repulsed. I want to lose the weight quickly again through restriction, but needing to travel to work and medical appointments make me hungry (not the binge kind tho) and I tend to get very faint, clammy, and vomit, if I don’t eat — I don’t know why, it happens every time I don’t have a meal and expend any energy after leaving the house.
I just… I’m tired. I hate my body and I hate my brain. I feel hopeless about my weight. I don’t know how to eat normally and yet still lose the weight too — I only know restriction. It feels like everyone thinks I don’t have a serious problem, and they treat me like my ED isn’t bad enough to be even 0.01% concerned. Like I don’t have a years-old weighing scale in my head telling me that if I eat a full lunch, then I’ve eaten too much to have a full dinner, that I only deserve much less food. I’m honestly at a loss for what to do or feel. I only know that I just feel downright awful, and mentally very ill and my thoughts are distorted, but nobody really cares because my body doesn’t look like a sick body.

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I don’t know if I’m just trash at fishing or what man. I’ve been having such a hard few weeks out here in central FL. Have tried damn near everything. Only thing barely working is Senkos. Any tips or something to help me out would be really appreciated.

Hi all. First time poster here. Hoping I can find some clarity that seems to be lacking in my real world. Which, honestly, is understandable - seeing as I can’t even figure this shit out myself 🤣
For starters, I’m 34 and biologically female. I’ve never quite felt like a female, all throughout childhood I was a tomboy. I’ve always known I was attracted to females since I was very little. But I never connected(?) with lesbianism, for some reason. When I say “I’m a lesbian” I don’t feel like I’m being authentic.
I am not happy with my physical traits. I remember one of the very first times I ever confided in someone about all of this, I was 16 years old and she (also 16) suggested I may have body dysmorphia. I had no idea what that meant back then lol….but still until this day, almost 2 decades later, I still feel the same.
I remember also discussing with a middle school friend when we were 13, that I learned my mom had a miscarriage before me, the baby was a male. And for some reason, when I learned of that story, I felt connected to him. Like maybe his spirit was in me. (Pretty deep for a 13 year old in the early 00s lol). I had no idea what transgenderism was or that it even existed.
So, on the inside of my physically female body I FEEL male. I always have. And I think at nearly 35 years old, it’s safe to say I probably will always. But here’s the thing….I don’t feel like I don’t have a place in the trans community either. When I see trans men, they acknowledge that they are trans….whereas I feel, in a perfect world, had I been born with the physical traits that compliment my psyche, I would feel most comfortable identifying as a cishet male.
I don’t have plans to transition. It’s a complicated thing for me and my personal world. I personally feel that I wouldn’t truly be happy if I did transition and I know it would deeply affect my friends and family (although they are supportive with me being LGBTQ+).
This is where I feel lost. I don’t feel female, I am attracted to women but I don’t feel like I fit in the lesbian category. I feel my gender is not correctly assigned to my physical body but I don’t feel like I could identify as trans.
I feel quite lost at the moment. Definitely didn’t think I still wouldn’t have it figured out by this big age.
Is there anyone out there who has felt the same at any point in their journey? How did you figure it out?

He literally damn near solo’d Nashandra for me, why is he the way he is. What a badass. (I just brought him along for fun) Killer NPC

I have a follower who will not get into my vehicle and I'm on a quest to store 2 rucksacks after getting them and my follower is still not getting in the car. I went through all the dialog options I have right now and I tried closing all but 1 door and going a little but far out to see if I was too close or if the path finding for that follower was confused and kept updating the route it took to get to me and they still run around in this warehouse I went to. Is there any way to get this fixed are a temporary solution?

Title pretty much says it all. I was heavily sheltered as a child and not allowed to do anything, including staying home unsupervised. This contributed to me being extremely naive and inexperienced when I moved out (ran away) at 18. My mother and father (mostly) physically abused me at home and humiliated me in public, sending me to school covered in welts from being whipped with a belt as punishment. I made a number of poor judgement calls in my late teens and early 20s after leaving home, but nothing extraordinarily uncommon for the young and rebellious. I smoked weed, partied, dated older guys in their 20s, and dropped out of college to work and pay for my own place. Tonight I spoke with my mother and as usual she brought up “mistakes” I made over 20 years ago when discussing the fact that I am unmarried and currently starting a new job working at a restaurant. I asked her to please not continue to bring up my choices from so long ago, and that if she treated me like more of an adult as a teenager, I might have been more street smart when I moved out. Her reply was that “I am still a child.” It’s so so frustrating that she is unwilling to even have a civilized conversation with me and attempt to understand my personal point of view, even though I am independent and have paid for my own apartment and bills for nearly the last 19 years. I carry the trauma I experienced as a child everyday, and although I continue to recognize how this has contributed to my current situation, it’s hard to overcome the issues when the core problem can’t/won’t take any responsibility. I guess part of dealing with our childhood trauma is learning to let go of needing the apology we will likely never get. Oh well. 🤷🏻‍♀️

Hi, english is not my first language, but i just recently turned 18 and have been helping out my family look for a new apartment. we currently live in East Salinas and it’s not good, the apartments are all infested with termites and we have roaches most of the time, even though we keep our apartment clean as much as possible. most of our neighbors have complained about roach infestations and rats inside of their apartments, yet the landlord/on-site manager refuses to do anything. our rent is currently $2,030. i’m just here to ask for any apartment recommendations in Salinas or near Salinas, like Chualar, Gonzalez, or Soledad. we’re a family of four, two adults, me, and my sibling, and we’re looking for 2-bedroom apartments. also please do not recommend any UDR apartments. i guess our budget for the rent would be around $2,550, probably more since i’ve seen the rent for some apartments here increasing. i’m pretty nervous about renting a new place since we’ve had bad experiences with apartments here, such as Thorndike Apartments (lead poisoning) and Garden Court (balcony fell apart). we have lived in our current apartments for over 7 years and honestly we’re ready to move out, but the problem is that we cannot find something decent. for example, the apartment could be good enough but they provide only one parking (we have two cars), and parking on the street sucks since there’s usually never a place to park in. please let me know your recommendations, and if anything here doesn’t make sense or further information is needed, i’ll try my best to clarify it and be more specific. thank you

Sober Song #7
June Gloom - Hot Milk
I suppose you start regaining control of yourself just as soon as you stop drinking, but it sure doesn’t feel like it at first. “June Gloom” captures those feelings of just falling through chaos and hoping something better will eventually “bloom”. Drinking can be a flawed coping mechanism, some warped attempt at feeling in control, even if it is just to keep repeating a behavior that has a bad but predictable result. Initial withdrawal feels like being out of control, cold, shaking, fearful, hollowed. It really wasn’t something I could do on my own, apparently. So I started going to the recovery meetings and interacting a bit here. I actually don’t care much for summer in real life, at least not where I live. I used to work outdoors a lot and disliked the brutal, humid heat we get. But I get the general sentiment of feeling cold and alone, missing the warmth and brightness of summer. I don’t like being overheated and sweating to death doing yard work, but we all need some warmth and light to live.
My favorite line of the song is “It's not too late to change this hopeless state”.
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Cold, shaking in these bones 'cause I'm alone
Surrounded by a force out of control
My thoughts have decomposed, they are turning into
Fear of dancing with your ghost when you're not here
I'm a medicated mess, so don't come near the hell inside my head
The plans we made to grow old disappear instead
Carved out, I'm hollow
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CHORUS:
Just take me home, this isn't something I can do on my own
A friend on loan, convenient, this isn't real
I'm falling through the gloom
(Waiting for the best, waiting for the best)
I'm falling through the gloom
Waiting for the best to bloom
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Falling through the gloom
Rain, fighting my way through a hurricane
Drowning 'cause I'm wrapped up in these chains of grief and disrepair
Do I even try, or do I really care?
Hate, winter's on its way, but I will wait
For the rays to glaze my skin
It's not too late to change this hopeless state
And lead the way to find my final great escape and maybe save me
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CHORUS
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'Cause oh we know it's feeling cold out there (cold out there)
But trust to know that it is always summer somewhere
'Cause oh we know it's feeling cold out there (cold out there)
But trust to know that it is always summer somewhere
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CHORUS
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It’s always summer somewhere. IWNDWYT <3

Hi everyone
I’ve never posted anything on reddit. This is going to be my first post since I don’t know where else to turn to.
I’m 24f living in Indonesia and is a newly graduated medical doctor who is doing her mandatory internship posting at a hospital in one of Indonesia’s biggest cities. I am fortunate to get this posting bcs the area is great and is near my physiotherapy clinic for my FM maintenance but the work environment is shit and the shifts are so bad bcs of the workload of the patients 😭
I’ve only been here for a week but I finally got a flare up after yesterday’s shift. My back and waist are tensing up and aching like crazy. Meds are not helping and I can’t take any higher meds like tramadol or extra dose of lyrica bcs it’ll make me drowsy during my shift later today.
I’m really considering of quitting since it is still the start of the term.
I decided to take this internship after 2 years of putting my life on hold to battle my fibro. I’m so much better admittedly. 2 years ago I couldn’t walk or talk without pain and extreme fatigue. But after seeing my current situation in work… I’m so scared my situation is going to regress my body back to zero.
I can’t help but feel so weak… some kind words and understanding would help though… that’s why I came here…

Hi everyone,
In the quest 8 specs, it states how we could create a hash-table to solve our problem statement but that would it be inefficient as compared to a trie.
A hash table is a generalization of the array and if we were to use them to solve this problem, they would use a hash function to map prefixes (the keys) to set of strings that can follow it (values). A possible hash function could be the polynomial rolling hash function that converts a string into an integer. Since the hash function would have to process all the characters in the string, the time complexity for construction would be O(n) where where n is the length of the input string. This is the same for tries.
Hash tables and tries both take overall O(n) time for lookup. Still, tries to have some overhead to retrieve the whole string since we need to access the memory multiple times to locate the tries along the character path. Thus, hash tables are faster for looking up a whole string but tries are faster if the input string doesn't exist since we can stop the search early.
In terms of memory, hash tables are usually pre-allocated to avoid collisions (which is an issue tries don't have). After, we would only need to store the string content. But for tries, we might need to store more data such as character link pointers and complete node flags depending on the implementation. Thus, tries require more memory especially if data values are unique (because of additional null pointers) but the memory requirement can decrease if there are many common prefixes.
Overall, hash tables are more appropriate for whole string matching while tries are more flexible and better for matching words to a prefix or auto-complete. Tries also support ordered traversal.
Another possible data stucture we could use is a ternary search tree which is is a special trie data structure where the child nodes of a standard trie are ordered as a binary search tree. Here, instead of pointers for each letter, each node only has three: left pointer to the node whose value is less than the value in the current node, equal pointer to the node whose value is equal to the value in the current node, and right pointer to the node whose value is greater than the value in the current node. Thus, ternary search trees are more space efficient than tries (but lookup time is more than hash tables). Some applications include near-neighbor lookups in dictionaries, auto complete, and spell checks.
Sources/More Info:
- https://www.geeksforgeeks.org/hash-table-vs-trie/
- https://medium.com/smucs/trie-data-structures-better-than-hash-tables-2c95b63347f8
- https://www.baeldung.com/cs/hash-table-vs-trie-prefix-tree
- https://stackoverflow.com/questions/245878/how-do-i-choose-between-a-hash-table-and-a-trie-prefix-tree
- https://www.geeksforgeeks.org/ternary-search-tree/
- Namrata

Today was just a circle of ADHD and I’m sharing because it’s honestly quite funny. Sometimes you just have to laugh at yourself!
This morning, as I inserted my contact lenses, I came to the realization that I’d lost my glasses. Unfortunately the last place I remembered them being was on my face. I searched my bed, lifted the mattress, no glasses. Okay then.
As I came home from the gym, I stopped by the grocery store to pick up some bread. I took my AirPods out, and after paying put them back in, and for whatever reason couldn’t muster up the willpower to put the case back into my tote bag, so I just gripped it in one hand as I walked the block home.
Entering my building, I definitely had the case in my hand. After entering my apartment and putting my things away, I realized I no longer had the case.
While searching for it, I decided I was hungry and should put some bread into the air fryer to toast. How long did I fry it for? Well, I was still searching for my case, so I left the air fryer on its default setting of 20 minutes. Delicious charcoal for lunch!
I also decided to make myself a cup of tea.
I retraced my steps in the building, grimly noting that the mailman had arrived and other tenants had clearly trekked through, and that there was an excellent chance that someone had pocketed the case.
After returning to my apartment, I found an old AirPods case leftover from when I dropped an earbud on the subway tracks. I never got around to disposing of it, but that came in handy today!
I texted my friend the story of what had happened, concluding that there was a 90% chance I’d find the case in the tote bag that I’d already checked multiple times.
Around then, I realized I never set a timer for my tea and that it had undoubtedly been steeping for an hour and was probably an undrinkable mess. This ended up not being a problem because I forgot to put a tea bag in and I had a nice cup of room temperature water. I reboiled it and successfully managed to get some tea.
I also discovered that I forgot to get milk at the grocery store so I took the opportunity to try out a recipe for homemade oat milk. (Honestly it’s great, I’m probably going to keep making it.)
Several hours later, I remembered the Find My iPhone app and turned it on, and discovered that this generation of AirPods has a compass feature, which allowed me to track down where my case was.
Where was it, you ask?
Inside my rock climbing shoes, which I forgot to take out of my tote bag to air out.
Sadly, this isn’t the first time my AirPods have fallen inside my climbing shoes and gone missing. I never remember that that’s a thing, so every time I have to go on this big search.
Anyway I just found my glasses…they were stuck in between my duvet and the top sheet.
Good night everyone, it’s been a day.