Hey guys, I was wondering how to get giant mess results? If anyone can could you please give me some suggestions and tips to making them bigger and creamier as well, thank you🩷

It was their turn to close the café tonight. They did not mind, but it was something they normally did not do. And to be honest it got kind of...creepy around here at night. Plus, with the rumor about a kidnapper being active did not make them feel any better. Making sure everything was locked up they kept their keys in hand, making the walk to their car.
Keeping focused on getting to their destination, they unfortunately did not hear the quick steps of an individual who was hiding close by. Soon their vision had gone dark and the last thing they saw was a figure dressed in crimson.
In their unconscious state they could hear muffled talking around them. Just where were they? In their foggy mind they went over the events that had just occurred.
They closed up the cafe.
Started the walk to their car.
Then their vision faded after the light footsteps which came up behind them so unexpectedly, and crimson being the last thing they saw.
Moving their arms, and then their legs, they realized that they must be suspended in the air as all that touched the ground was their tiptoes. Tugging their arms above themselves they were able to feel the chain which they were bound by.
"Now...now I wouldn't try to struggle so much" a gruff voice made itself known close to them.
"Why am I here?!" they yelled, trying to kick out their legs.
The owner of the voice sighed clearly annoyed "You must be aware by now who I am".
'That's right the rumor about the kidnapper' they thought to themselves the police had named him...something strange due to the description of the bodies when found.
"The Eye Collector"
"Hahaha...ah yes that weird name they gave me. Though they are not entirely wrong" the man continued to chuckle picking something up causing it to clink against metal.
Their heart began to thump loudly in their ears "W-why would you want my eyes? They are nothing special" a whine escaped them.
"Why? Tsk my darling it has nothing to do with color at all. "Sometimes clients want 'unique' eyes, those who can see things others can't." He used the tip of the blade to lift their chin upwards looking at his captive's blindfolded face.
Seeing things that others can't?
Could they pass on that trait if their eyes were removed and surgically put i to someone else or would some sickos have them in a jar on display for everyone to see.
Grinding their teeth together they made a mistake by jerking away their head only to have the man grab them by the back of the hair forcing their head upwards.
"I like how feisty you are, but it will not do you or me any good if I damage the product before the sale"
Their bottom lip trembled as they fought back a sob.
"Oh, shh it will be over soon darling" he hushed them by placing the blade against their lips, and slowly slid it up the side of their face cutting away the blindfold.
Looking up they saw a man in a crimson suit. His skin had been kissed by the sun, and eyes a mismatch of pale white and gold. A jagged scar went across the pale white eye.
Was he blind in that eye?
Turning the blade around in his hand he pressed right under one of their eyes.
"You might feel a slight STINGING sensation!" he chuckled before he began the gruesome task of carving out their eyes one by one and plopping them into a jar full of liquid on the medical tray nearby as their screams soon faded and they passed out from blood loss.
The man cleaned his hands and his tools of extraction picking up a burner phone and making a call.
"It's ready if you want to meet up. And I assure you that our 'candy' is nothing but the best" a grin formed on his lips looking at the motionless, dangling form of his new victim then to the jar he held in his other hand a pair of forest green eyes.

Hi there, thanks for having a look at my post.
I am on GMT time zone, I’m English, however hopefully this isn’t a dealbreaker as I’m quite flexible, I’m a night owl so I’m usually up quite late and overall able to work around other peoples timetable. Response wise, I’m not personally a fan of one large post a day, I like to send quite a few if possible, able to bounce off eachother nicely as well, for my writing style, I am semi-Literate to Literate, writing one to two paragraphs per response.
Genre wise obviously there will be an action focus but also we can have some slice of life aspects between ‘quests’ and i do tend to like including romance. I am not a manga reader, if you are that’s not an issue but id prefer to avoid spoilers if possible.
Jumping into plot, I was planning to play as a Hashira, one who has developed his own breathing technique to enhance his unique physique, and for you to play a potentially new or recent addition to the Demon Slayer Corps, being assigned to help and train you and get you more experience in the field.
Either we can create our own demons and storylines to follow or we could follow the events and arcs in the show as if our characters were the main ones etc.
If you’ve read this far and you’re interested shoot me a message!

The Celestial Kingdom is logistically insane. First, it is full of righteous, perfect people who never die. These are perfect beings who are "exceedingly fair and delightsome" (4 Nephi 1:10), with an infinite amount of wives, and an infinite amount of children. The world would be beyond beautiful with a natural beauty beyond this earth, teaming with "all manner of life" (as said in the Temple Endowment). What does all manner of life mean? It means all types of animals, plants, marine life, and even prehistoric dinosaur life.
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So the Celestial Kingdom would be full of wives, dinosaurs, children, and natural beauty. I also reckon it would be full of the finest, most mind boggling architecture to ever embrace the universe. It would be beyond time, and time would not exist there.
Nobody would ever die.
There would be infinite happiness.
There would be portals to other worlds.
And people will be able to fly.
Also I think the Celestial Kingdom, in it's fictitious sense, would have spaceships of some type.
I honestly wonder if this premise would be the making of a an excellent science fiction novel or movie. Every detail I said has backing in Mormon scripture or the temple so if you're curious just message me.
Maybe I read too much into it during my TBM days.

This is an update on a thread I posted last week.
Basically gf and I have been together for 7 years and for the last year we have been doing long distance as I was focusing on my career.
As things began to fall apart I realised I was heading down a career path I didn't want especially if it meant losing the person I wanted to provide a good life with.
So I decided to move back to her country (where we already have lived before and have a place/life etc) and have begun making the work related moves to do so.
Only problem is she feels hugely under pressure now to make me happy, she's scared it's all gonna backfire, that we will resent each other at some point because of what I'm leaving behind, all her friends and family want us to be together so she feels pressure from them and she says that there is a side to her that has become accustomed to being alone which is a fair assessment as I feel like I'm dealing with two personalities; one that is intimate and loves me and another that just seems cold.
I dont do well with a lack of intimacy but I'm trying to push passed it, especially some of the more sexual needs, but it's hard especially when we are currently only seeing each other one weekend each month and especially when I'm moving mountains to be with the woman causing a bit of a mess career wise at home.
I don't want to throw in the towel but I can't help but feel resentment because, although my work/life balance is been WAY out of proportion this last year, i was ultimately working so hard with us in mind and kind of feel like my commitment to our relationship should be clear.
There hasn't been a total intimacy breakdown but I guess it's all still so delicate and it's not like I'd be moving back to my own place here when I move. We'll essentially go back to living together and I dunno, just feels SUPER precarious.
Any advice?
TL; DR: What is the best way to rebuild intimacy after distance and communication breakdown have brought you to the brink of breaking up?

Hi all, I just got my peer review back for a paper and the reviewer simply doesn’t like what I’m saying. They don’t offer any constructive criticism but instead completely disagree with my personal analysis.
For example, I talk about the insanity defence and the discretion of judges, and the reviewer just disagrees saying there are guidelines for them to follow so they don’t have any discretion. They then go on to list different factors the judge considers, which are all listed in my paper, but I argue that in the end, the decision is made based on discretion. The reviewer says it's reasonable for judges to hold a mentally ill defendant responsible if the defendant has control. I know this, I explain this and I criticise this (as to how they reach that conclusion) and argue that we need clear guidelines (very rough summary). Basically, it's like the reviewer didn't even read or understand the paper.
I disagree with almost everything the reviewer says. There does not seem to be any constructive feedback, instead they simply disagree with the perspective I present. There is no false information in the paper, I present the information and analyse it from my own perspective. If certain parts were not understandable or the analysis wasn’t convincing or my arguments were based on false information, then I’d be happy to amend it accordingly. But the reviewer simply disagrees with my personal opinion which shouldn’t be relevant.
What’s worse is it’s my university’s journal so there’s only one reviewer, ie if I don’t do as the reviewer says, they’re going to reject it. What they want me to do is change the topic completely and instead do an international comparison on how the insanity defence is considered - in 3 weeks. Shouldn’t there be at least two reviewers to prevent this sort of scenario?
I don’t want to look like I can’t take criticism but this isn’t criticism, and the language they use has a very rude and belittling tone to it as well. They offer no constructive criticism or anything useful to improve the quality of the paper or the argument. They simply disagree with my perspective, which is fair enough, but is that grounds for rejection?
I’d be grateful for any comments or suggestions. Feel free to tell me that I’m the jerk. Thanks!

IDK. I made this at 12 A time like this A glimpse into my soul's unspoken delve With trembling hands and teary eyes, A melancholic verse, a heartfelt sigh Tears Means nothing to a numb vessel.
The world, a puzzle I couldn't solve, I tried to do it but life would Rust and break and slowly dissolve Lost in the maze of uncertainty, Seeking solace in words a sanctuary But the god I pray isn’t there, unless I make him be.
In those tender years of innocence, Where shadows whispered their presence Instead of a gagging, pinching scream, I yearned for answers, yet found no reply, In the depths of despair, I wondered why.
A fragile heart's longing to excel, Running track trying to keep up with expectations ps. I knew I would fail.
Like a wounded bird with broken wings, I yearned to soar, to find what life brings. But I found when it serves you, it only brings you down, a storm of confusion, made to be your puppet or your play clown.
In solitude, I sought solace's embrace, But darkness enveloped, leaving no trace. The tears I shed, they flowed like rain, An unspoken ache, an invisible pain.
These feelings as the bonds get tighter, i feel myself shake
What’s it gonna take to finally be awake?

This is gonna be a long one, but the tea is hot.
My mother died 5 years ago and my father was remarried within the year of her passing. In support of my dad, even though I was a little hurt deep down by how quickly he moved on after my mom passed (ALS), I welcomed his new wife with open arms. If he's happy, I'm happy. There was a year there shortly after they were married that my dad and I were not on speaking terms. In short, my father wanted me to cut ties with a certain family friend that we had known for over 15 years because his wife didn't like them.
A year later, tensions were resolved after we had apologized for the fight and I remained close to family friend. Dad and I had been on good terms since.
Fast forward to December 2022. I'm a few months engaged to my future husband. Around this time, my then fiancé and I were switching careers and got hired onto the same trucking company together to save money and travel the country. We were excited to embark on this new journey together.
The first sign of conflict began when my stepmom would openly express her disapproval with us for not pursuing our previous careers. She thinks that being a trucker would be too dangerous for me and unhealthy, but more than likely, it doesn't fit her idea of what my life should be. Said it was a shame I wasn't using my degree like I had intended in the medical field. It rubbed us the wrong way, but we let the comments slide.
Now here's the need to know in bullet points.
Wedding day:
-mother in law is taking longer than expected to do my hair, stepmom throws a fit
-show up to stepmoms house to do makeup as planned, and neither parent is ready, time is already getting close. Stepmom calls me a shitty planner and makes me feel extremely uncomfortable like I'm a client and not her stepdaughter.
-parents leave late b/c stepmom takes too long to get ready (she had all day to do so)
-5pm courthouse closes, dad and stepmom almost did not get let in, I was close to tears. This would have been the second time that we would have postponed the wedding b/c of stepmom. The first postpone was because she got the fucking sniffles.
-tied the knot and the celebration after went very well. No issues there.
After the wedding:
-husband and I notice a cease in contact from dad and stepmom.
-tried to contact, did not hear back from.
Now it's March of 2023, still no real contact. I gave up and decided to give them space. We end up back home after a few months on the road to sell my car. Dad lives in same city. Coincidentally, my great aunt is visiting dad. Only met her once as a baby. I ask my dad if I can come over to pick up a package... aaand back to bullet points...
-dad says I can pick up mail from the back porch as if he doesn't want to see me and my husband.
-we take in stride. We go about our day.
-get text from dad after we get back to our truck asking "so when are you guys coming over" like we had made plans? Great aunt wants to see me.
-we head back to dad's place to meet great aunt and uncle.
-immediately, vibes are off with stepmom. She seemed like she didn't want us there.
-stepmom immediately starts firing off sly comments at my personal appearance after months of trucking
-she tells great aunt that they never hear from me and that its almost like they don't have a daughter.
-talks down about other truckers and refers to them as gross
-in passing, I ask my dad for my foreign grandmother's address to send postcards. stepmom berates me for not knowing my own grandma's international address. I am in regular contact with my grandma on social media... we just don't send snailmail.
-stepmom tells great aunt that they were "hardly even invited to the wedding" (did yall forget that we almost postponed twice for you guys?). She then complains that the whole day was unorganized because we're young and "bad planners".
-I'm fuming so I'm getting red in the face, stepmom comments that I am flushed and have bags under my eyes. This was conveyed as what felt like mock concern.
-we leave after everyone decides to go to bed, I am furious at stepmoms disrespectful attitude towards me in front of my family.
-husband was not even acknowledged by stepmom all night. (Super out of the norm btw).
Now present day...
-I texted my dad after months of silence asking to clear the air between us
-dad responds to me super cryptic text saying now's not a good time. We need to talk face to face (given all of our careers, this impossible to do in a timely manner)
-I text back saying can we please just talk over the phone about this or even FaceTime? Also, he gave no indication of what was a good time.
-dad responds next morning restating that "Now is not a good time. Face to face is better I think. No need to travel the country. If we get a chance to meet, let's wait for that opportunity."
My husband and I are at a loss because they haven't told us why there is so much sudden animosity towards us. We also are confused why they are blowing this conversation off. Wouldn't you want to clear the air with your kid? Regrettably, we haven't communicated with them about why we are upset either. We feel we don't deserve the treatment we are receiving. I suspect my stepmom is manipulating my dad as this is unusual behavior for him.

Just curious. I’ve been watching body cam videos and notice there’s no rights to an attorney even after being given Miranda rights (not sure why you can’t consult an attorney but I get drunk driving is bad.)The cops seem to say”you have to or this or this”, and if they ask for an attorney they say you don’t need one for this.” Then force them to make a choice. How is that legal? Are there other circumstances where police can give you the right to an attorney and also have legislation that loophole denies it?
IM also aware that this is probably ignorant so don’t berate me. I’m just curious.

1. Different bosses and goons, maybe some new enemies i.e. Ghostly Mobsters, More Corrupt Business Leaders, The Vikings Outlaw Motorcycle Club, Mercenaries, Different Ghosts from other Countries and Cultures.
   
2. Smart AI, don't make the enemies brain dead or have an ally empty a weapon into the player's back
   
3. Have Sam patch Danny up after fights, maybe she's the medic and he has scars
   
4. Have different opinions on Danny Phantom like the first Spider-Man film some loved him, others hated him. Dash discovers the secret and despises Danny, "Always knew that you were a freak".
   
5. Maybe have Ember flirt with Danny
   
6. Just have a few prominent enemies and don't just have villains because they were in the show
   
7. Don't make it fit after Phantom Planet, make it more like the Arkham games or Spider-Man PS4 where you don't need to read or watch certain episodes or issues.
   
8. Have Tucker working on Fenton tech, so it doesn't harm Danny or have him hack into cameras or find digital fingerprints of crimes
   
9. Don't have micro-transactions, DLC when it's extras and adds to the videogame is great not "well to get pass this level pay $5.99"
   
10. Have Valerie as a reoccurring enemy and Danny has to deal with her without harming her permanently
    

Okay so In the second semester of my sophomore year I was in Algebra 2 Honors (on track to take statewide dual credit Precalc as a junior and AB/BC AP calc senior year) and due to some stressing out and a teacher that moved extremely fast and failing my first quiz in it, I dropped out and went into regular algebra 2 A (where I was only going to take Algebra 2 B junior year and SDC Precalc as a Senior. At the time, it stressed me out a lot and i didn’t want to take it and just wanted out, but now I’m not sure if I should have done that. In my mind it was better for me to guarantee myself an A in a lower level class and keep my high GPA (4.0 unweighted and if I keep all As, it should be right around 4.4 weighted when I graduate) then get a B or C in an Honors class. Throughout high school I will have taken many other higher level courses outside of math such as DE English, AP Psychology, AP Biology, AP Physics, AP Gov, and APES, as well as honors English 1 and 2, Honors chemistry and biology, and some other high level courses in business. I want to study pre-med for my undergrad and obviously I am going to need plenty of math and calculus courses. How will not taking Calculus in High School affect me in college/getting into colleges.

M24, caucasian, 6ft2 160 pounds, no history of blood clots, moderate alcohol intake, relatively active. Pain began last week on Tuesday on right side of groin. I had accidentally hit myself in that area, and I chalked this up as the reason for this pain. Moderate pain lasted there until Saturday. Took ibuprofen to help sleep. On Saturday, noticed a bruise on the top of my right foot. Could not pinpoint where it could have came from. I had been going for 2-3 mile walks each day for the two days prior, as this helped alleviate the groin pain, but I could not recall walking funny or twisting my ankle or anything like that. There was no pain in my foot initially. By the evening the pain in my groin seemed to subside completely, but I had pain radiating up the outer side of my ankle, and I noticed bruising on my ankle bone and underneath. Soon felt like a bad cramp going up my calf. I went to an emergency room, they took a d-dimer (told me it was undetected) but no ultrasound and told me I was clear. When I returned home, the pain had worsened and extended to the back of my thigh and especially in the soft part behind my knee. Felt like a severe charley horse. My left leg was fine, but I could not lay my right leg down on the bed straight without excruciating pain. I visited a different ER early Sunday morning. They took my d dimer, which was slightly elevated (.52). Blood tests also revealed I was dehydrated and had thickened blood. High RBC, high hemoglobin, high hct, high glucose, high TBILI Low Potassium. I definitely hadn’t drank enough water or eaten or slept in a while and was feeling lousy. Doctor performed Homan’s Sign, which was positive and excruciatingly painful. An ultrasound of my inner leg was taken and cleared, and a CT scan of my chest was also cleared. CT was not taken of my leg. Doctor told me he was confident it was a muscle pain. I was given Tylenol which alleviated the pain. Since then, I have continued to have chest pains and pain in my right leg, especially in the ankle and behind the knee. During the day there is a dull constant pain in my right leg which gives me an unnatural gait. At certain times during the day (when walking or occupying myself with something to do) the pain is less evident than others. At night it appears to worsen. It seems to flare up in certain parts of my leg worse than others. These locations are mostly my outer ankle, behind my knee, and the back of my thigh. I also have chest pains which seem to manifest at times when my leg pain is least prominent. These pains are like a tightness which is exasperated by bending over or lifting things. It also seems to slightly interfere with my breathing. Infrequently, I willl have a feeling in my chest which I would describe as a “zap” or “electrocution” feeling. I have been treating this as heartburn and taking alka seltzer, though I am not sure this has helped in alleviating these symptoms. I have not ruled out anxiety, though I have never had it manifest as physical symptoms like this before. When my chest hurts, I am less aware of the pain in my leg. My chest symptoms usually pass after a couple hours, and when that happens the pain in my leg seems to worsen and localize to certain parts - ankle, back of knee, or back of thigh. The pain seems to alternate in intensity between these spots. No noticeable swelling or redness besides bruises on my ankle bone and below. On Tuesday I woke up with chest pain but my leg did not seem to bother me too much. The chest pain subsided and I walked for about an hour with no difficulty.Went about business as usual that day. That night, after two hours of chest pain, my leg pain was at its highest point. It began in my ankle bone and the side of my outer right foot, which made me assume it must be some sort of ligament damage or tendonitis. I had difficulty walking to the point that I needed to use a chair to assist me in walking from my bedroom to my kitchen. I walked with a heavy limp and had shooting pain every time I put weight on my foot. Some time later the pain shifted to the back of my knee and the back of my thigh. Warm, tender to touch, very painful. I was unable to comfortably lay my foot or elevate my foot on the bed. This was excruciating. After 2000 mg of Tylenol and some 6 hours of stirring in bed, I was able to get some rest. Today (Wednesday), the pain in my right leg is still prominent though not to the extent it was last night. It seems to have shifted more to the sole of my foot and the inner part of my ankle, locations I have not felt pain in up until this point. Possibly my inner thigh near my groin and the front of my knee as well. I am continuing to have chest pains which seem to appear with no cause and disappear out of nowhere. I am not particularly fatigued, as I have gotten rest and eaten and drank fluids in the time since my last ER visit. But the alternating combination of leg pain and chest pain is preventing me from relaxing and returning to my normal routine. I am debating returning to the ER, though I am unsure if I should have them check again for DVT, or do a CT or X-Ray of my leg, or run tests for any insect bites or infections. Any advice or insight is exceedingly appreciated.

My partner was recently just diagnosed with type 2 diabetes. We have been planning to go to Punta Cana in December and I am concerned as to what he’ll be able to eat there. I actually was just reading a post on this sub Reddit about avoiding salads and some fruits. Is it even worth travelling to an all inclusive with such a condition? We have only ever been away together once and this was pre pandemic and pre diabetes. I want to make sure before we settle on our plans that there is hope for dietary options for him. Is there anyone here who is, or knows someone who is, diabetic that can give me some info on this topic?

Long story short I sent a picture of my dick to someone I knew years ago earlier this month. My girlfriend found it. She wasn’t snooping through my phone looking for anything. But needless to say she is hurt and we have broken up. Is there anyway to win her back? I know it is completely my fault and she has asked me for space.
I sent her this message the other night. And have not heard anything from her. I understand that some might say it’s time to move on. But I cannot. I feel awful and ashamed for what I’ve done. I’ve never ever cheated on anyone before. Ever since I started TRT I have been extremely sexual and feel almost addicted to sex and I was weak one day and sent that picture. I guess how long should I give her before reaching out again? Should I reach out? Is it possible to heal and find love together again? Anyone have experience with trying again after infidelity?
I hope you had a good fun weekend at the wedding. I know you don’t want to hear from me. But I have been doing a lot of thinking and self reflection. I have made mistakes in our relationship. But It wasn’t always like this in the beginning. It has been a struggle due to my shortcomings and actions. I will rebuild the trust between us if you’ll have it. I will put in the effort and time required. I know it doesn’t seem possible. But I did it before with you. When we first started. I showed you effort and commitment and trustworthiness. I can do it again and keep doing it everyday. Falling in love isn’t a once and done. It’s something that’s chosen everyday. I got lazy and complacent and neglected us. Actions speak louder than words. And I am taking action. I’ve come up with an idea that I’m willing and capable of sticking to for us. I want you Parker and I’m willing to go down fighting tooth and nail for you. You are loved but you were not cherished. I failed and I won’t fail again. For rebuilding trust I will share proactively and transparently what is going on in my life and be consistent everyday with it. I will be reliable and stick to what I say I will do. I have started counseling to tease out why the cheating happened and improving my communication skills. I am dedicated to you. To us. To being the person you deserve to be with that supports and builds you. I am learning from my mistakes. You said that it didn’t seem healthy to continue with this weight over my head off having to prove myself. But we all do in every relationship. There is an aspect of trust that waxes and wanes. I will be a better person in every aspect. Not just with you but with strangers around me and on the internet. I have been working on redefining my values and priorities as it’s not something I’ve looked at in a while and I will change them to for an outline of who I want to be. We can be healthy. Because we have been before. I convinced you to date me once. To give me a chance. I don’t deserve it. But I ask that you give me once more. I will be completely transparent to you. About what happens at work. At the gym. With my family. With friends. With people I meet and speak to. About my sessions with my therapist and what we talk about. I will prove my trustworthiness to you. That means no white lies or half truths or omitting things even jokingly. I will always remember this. I will always try to live it down regardless. I will show you that I do want you. I want us. You mentioned that you didn’t want someone who just wanted to be with you because it was convenient. This is not convenient. It would be easier to just wash my hands call it a loss and move on without making any changes. This is a commitment to you. Proof to you that I am serious and that my feelings for you are real. This is no half measure. And you might have some anxiety, moments of doubt, and insecurity. We will address each of them as they come. And if it seems like it’s too hard to bring up the conversation in person whether there isn’t time or fear on confrontation. Then we will share a journal together where we can share our feelings safely. If we need a couples counselor then we’ll get one. No cost is too great or effort is to be spared. If it means canceling my gym membership to make more time for us, I’ll call them Tuesday when they open and cancel. I’ve thought about my previous relationships how I felt about them and why things didn’t work out and what happened between then and now. And I can say with certainty that I’ve never felt the way I do about you with anyone else. You asked once if there was someone that was the “perfect fit” for me before. I told you that there was once back in high school. Looking back. I realize I was in love with the idea of her. That it wouldn’t have worked. But you. The way you make me feel is different. I know it’s not an idea of you that I’m in love with. It is you. And even if it takes the few months or years or even till I’m old and gray to fix what I’ve done. I won’t regret any of it. Because it’d have been with you. There’s a style of pottery that I’ve always loved. Kitsugi. Broken pottery that are repaired with inlaid gold over months that are stronger and more beautiful for having been broken. You and I testaments to that. So too could our relationship. I’m not saying you have to make a decision next week or even next month. I’m asking you keep an open mind to the idea.

I experienced gradual, 2/10 bilateral temple throbbing and bilateral facial numbness since last Wednesday (4/24). The temple pressure remained, and I experienced tingling again on 5/27, 5/29, and I’ve had thee bouts with the same this evening (5/31).
No facial/extremity droop. PERRLA. Pink warm dry. Upright steady gait. HR 80-90. RPM 10-12. I can’t stop dwelling on more serious diagnoses. My first PCP appointment in nine years is on 7/31, and my first virtual therapy appointment is next week Wednesday.
I’m an ex healthcare professional (ED RN), and I can’t stop over analyzing what I COULD be. Anyone else experience this or have advice to calm it down? Again, it’s been continuous for over a week.
Thanks ✌🏻

Monthly Mod Post
Welcome to the monthly mod post of June. In these posts, we post important links and recap what happened in the sub last month. A recap of everything that happened last month has been given to me by Volcarona, and it is pretty long so skip it if you want to. All my thanks to Volcarona.
Iron Valiant revives Iron Leaves(yes they died again) by replacing 70 percent of their missing brain matter, but they escape. Many couples start proposing to each other, like Lando Tusk and Xurk, thanks to Luvdiscs being around the place Purugly arrives and starts calling everyone peasants, the only one not annoyed by it is Volcarona, who is nice to Purugly and vice versa.
Mamoswine tracks down a recent sighting of Roaring Moon and manages to capture it, performing many experiments to make a savage mega army Durant confronts the homophobic ferrothorn but gets decapitated. Porygon Z starts a new mining company, and skuntank resumes control over the police force. Xerneas revives Corviknight and he somehow becomes shiny as a result???
A lot of presidential candidates come up after it is mentioned how there are no laws. They are Zangoose, Porygon-2, Iron Pyuk, Munkidori, Porygon-Z, Appletun and Tatsugiri
Scizor and Armarouge visit Ceruledge in prison, who gloats about how he will kill Arma if he gets out, followed by Volcarona to torment Scizor. It doesn't effect Armarouge, but scizor is scared for volcarona and angry at ceruledge. He vents to this to Volcarona, who later meets with Lopunny to tell him this information.
They decide to go on a walk in the forest. Volcarona mentions how it's strange that Ceruledge thinks he can escape jail so easily, leading them to talk about the convicts. Lopunny brings up that Mamoswine may be working for a greater evil, but unwilling to do so he sabotaged himself in a not obvious way to alert everyone without making his boss suspicious of him. Lopunny helps Volcarona fix her wing afterwards. Volcarona tells the police about what lopunny shared, and they discuss over it. They realise that it is weird how they are making research logs with the intent of them being read. Wondering how many of the villains may be related,they end up with Mamoswine and Ditto as being linked in some way. Scizor brings up how Mamoswine probably researched so quickly as he had already researched other paradox pokemon and just needed to find the link between mega and the "Ancient Past," agreeing with the notion that they are related due to how both megas and past paradox pokemon have savage personalities. They talk about mega pokemon and how hard it is to control such a beast with a primal instinct due to their unpredictability and Skuntank suggests that he may have some sort of mega evolution mind control tech.
Scizor and Volcarona have a baby, and Volcarona becomes less active to take care of him.
Porygon-N30 obtains the final soul he needed to rid himself of his viruses, after doing so he returns the souls to their owners, having learnt compassion as well.
Accelgor reports that Excadrill and Nurse Joy have died, driving Volcarona to set a fireproof room on fire with her tears before being calmed down and Audino to suicide before anyone can convince her otherwise, much to the dismay of many. Accelgor is hired into the police force.
Purugly is mad that Skuntank allowed Scizor, Corviknight and Armarouge to give her children donuts as they make stunky in particular really gassy, Volcarona apologises for their actions and Purugly offers her help in case she needs help with her son.
Ceruledge, who had escaped with an ice type's, presumably Mamoswine's, help, confronts and kills Armarouge with his megas. However, Arm hides the baby, saving his child. As they were grieving, Scizor realises that he said that Volcarona was target 2, and rushes to his house with the other police. Sure enough, Ceruledge was approaching as well. They, along with Mega Lopunny, fought a hard battle, against him and his Mega manectric and salamence. They prevailed, and Scizor kills Ceruledge by crushing his skull. They receive a message from Ceruledge's "pawn", presumably Mamoswine, that all of ceruledge's actions were a part of his plan. He wanted to rid the world of the region they stood on as he felt that it caused too much trouble. He then blows up Volcarona's home, with Accelgor saving everyone.
Roaring Moon is located, traumatised by Mamoswine's experiments. Gardevoir heals him with Life Dew, and it begins to trust him.
Lopunny asks for Volcarona's family to stay over at her place, which they happily accept. Scizor visits the graveyard to mourn Armarouge, but Ceruledge's spirit appears before him and apologises for all his cruel actions. Scizor could tell from the way he talked that Armarouge's soul had moved on. He returns home and tells Lopunny and Volcarona about this. After he goes to sleep, lopunny bursts into tears, worried that he may be scarred for life. Volcarona worries this too, and thoughts of self doubt begin intruding into her mind. She starts blaming herself for Armarouge's death and her inability to comfort Scizor and has to be calmed down by Purugly and her policemen friends.
Purugly got electrocuted and fainted by a rat(unsure which one lmao) and Skuntank gets really fucking pissed. Volcarona and Accelgor calm him down. Scizor goes to the police station when it's empty. Ceruledge's ghost appears again and gives him a password to find out all the safety countermeasures Mamoswine has for them. However, Mamoswine himself finds scizor after he records down the safety measures, and reveals a fire/ground type mega. Scizor manages to escape, only to find his police brethren scrutinising him for acting bizarrely. He fries to explain what happened, but Volcarona is pushed to tears as she believe that he is mentally scarred and developing mental illnesses due to her not comforting him. She cries so much the town is set on fire. Scizor nearly dies, but is healed. He realises that if he tera watered and still get badly injured, there's nothing stopping the flames from killing Volcarona. He rushes to find her, only to find her charred body. He pleads for help from everyone, and they try their best to save her. Just as she was about to die, Porygon Z found his Sacred Ash and used it to fully heal Volcarona. Ceruledge'a spirit appears, complimenting how long Volcarona hung on, causing her to realise that he wasn't imagining things. She blames herself for burning part of the town down, but doesn't give in to tears again for she fears the worst. Mienshao commits suicide after a particular event.
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To me it was the largest strategic mistake in the entire period of coalition wars (1792-1815), and one of the largest in History.
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By 1812 Napoleon had essentially beaten all but the British on the battlefield, and although Russia remained out of Napoleon's grasp, even the combination of Russia and GB were unlikely to take down his empire.
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Napoleon's Russian campaign ended up costing hi hundreds of thousands of men, including his best trained and most experienced units, as well as the majority of the French army's equipment (cannons but also chariots used to transport food and other equipment etc). Napoleon essentially sacrificed the majority of his fighting force and equipment in less than 6 months, for nothing since none of the objectives were achieved.
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If he had not invaded Russia, could Russia and Britain have continued to pose a threat to the empire? Certainly, but not an existential one. The British probably had the best trained army (professional soldiers) but could not muster a sufficiently large fighting force bring down Napoleon, while the Russians fought the French any times in the previous coalition wars, sometimes on their own, sometimes with their European allies, and were defeated every time (including in most battles of Napoleon's Russian campaign in fact).

For spoilers sake, I did not include the name of the armor for spoilers sake. Obviously, spoilers ahead.
So I just did all 152 Shrines, and finally got the Ancient Hero's Aspect. For those who do not know, this is a single piece of gear that transforms Link into a very strange creature.
The description for this item reads as follows:

Ancient Hero's Aspect
This item is said to contain the spirit of a hero who once saved Hyrule. That hero's aura will envelop the wearer.

The Japanese reads a little differently. The Japanese states:

古の勇者の魂

かつてハイラルを救ったとされる勇者の魂
身に宿す事で姿かたちを模す事ができる

Ancient Hero's Soul The soul of the hero who once saved Hyrule. You can imitate the shape of his body by dwelling in it.

I should note that 魂 can also be translated into "spirit" as well. So the English using "spirit" is a perfectly valid translation. But I'm not sure why they went with Aspect instead.
If you talk to either Impa or Purah while wearing this outfit, they will remark that you bear a striking resemblance to the ancient hero as depicted on the Calamity canvas. Impa says:

Ah, I see you are wearing the attire of the ancient hero. How amusing, you look almost like the figure depicted on the screen...

But honestly, I'm less interested in that. What I am more interested in is in the finer details. That is, his look.
Comparisons to other armors
Let's start off with the outfit he is actually wearing. First of all, it is identical to the Zonaite Armor set, except without the helmet portion.
Same leggings, set arm decorations, same torso design.
Second, I noticed that is also bears a resemblance to the Miner's Set as well. The feet in both are the mammal, sort of wolf-like design. In particular to the Miner's Set, the feet seem unusually large, as if to incorporate the wearer's true form beneath it. Sort of like how boots are actually larger than your own feet, just so your feet fit into them properly.
Furthermore, the snout is elongated, which might have incorporated a longer-snouted individual who might have worn such an outfit for work. The eyepieces are also very large and round, which seem reminiscent of the shape of the Hero's Aspect's eyes too.
Comparisons to past Hyrule's body paint
I'm calling them body paint but they might just be tattoos.
Interestingly, the Hero's Aspect shows us the Hero with markings across his body. These markings are absent on Rauru and Mineru, but are similar to Sonia's markings. It's harder to make out in the pictures I provided unfortunately, but we can see that their shoulder markers are identical, and the Hero also has markings on this legs, like Sonia had.
From the other cutscenes, I cannot really make out if other Hylians bear similar markings as well. Zelda sort of has them, but I cannot make it out for the few other ancient Hylians we see randomly at times. So I cannot say for sure if this is common among the Hylians at the time, or if they hold any deep meaning.
The Dragon, the Owl, and the Boar
Like I said before, the Ancient Hero's Aspect is a single piece that makes Link look like... whatever he is. That piece of armor looks like this. Note that this piece is also present on the Zonaite Armor set as well.
There are three figures depicted in this piece. These figures are the Dragon, the Owl, and the Boar, respectfully.
In Creating a Champion, the developer's note had this to say:

As we were in the process of creating the cities and people of every region of Hyrule, we thought that if we showed fragments of a civilization that collapsed long ago, it would make the world feel more real. That's why we added Zonai relics throughout Hyrule.
The ruins are primarily animal themed, but with the history of the Triforce from an ancient perspective in mind. The designs are symbolic - using dragons (courage), owls (wisdom), and boars (power).

We can see this motif reflected in the three figures. The Dragon, the Owl, and the Boar. Courage, Wisdom, and Power. These ideas are not just relegated to the style of clothing the Hero and others wore, but the mazes are also related to these concepts.
Each maze has a "ruler" who "speaks" to you about the maze challenge. The Ruler of Dragons. The Ruler of Owls. The Ruler of Boars. The motif of these creatures can also be found in Zonai technology and Zonai architecture. Even if the knowledge of the Triforce was lost to the ancient people, the virtues of the Triforce remained an important part of their culture.
Summary
These design choices feel very deliberate in my opinion, but I'm still not sure yet what all it means. Were there many of... whatever the Hero was (Zonai-Hylian hybrids?) running around for a period of time, long enough for one to be a hero 10,000 years ago? If so, what happened to them? Did they die out?
Or, is there another explanation?
There are still many unsolved riddles and mysteries. But I noticed these things and wanted to share.